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Airy Miller: Dear phone, this is super lame but I have no where else private to write. ANYWAY, I met two guys today. We'll call them T and N. I know that's stupid but talking to myself via text isn't much better. Airy Miller: Dear phone, this is super lame but I have no where else private to write. ANYWAY, I met two guys today. We'll call them T and N. I know that's stupid but talking to myself via text isn't much better. Airy Miller: I don't know what I'm doing but I'm staying with them... Airy Miller: I don't know what I'm doing but I'm staying with them... Airy Miller: T is nice and he answers all my stupid questions but he's only awake at night. Airy Miller: T is nice and he answers all my stupid questions but he's only awake at night. Airy Miller: N... is really confusing me. It's a shame guys like that don't fall for girls like me. Airy Miller: N... is really confusing me. It's a shame guys like that don't fall for girls like me. Airy Miller: This is stupid I'm going to stop now. More so since T let me on his phone plan so I have the internet again. Airy Miller: This is stupid I'm going to stop now. More so since T let me on his phone plan so I have the internet again. |
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Date: 2016-06-21 10:11 pm (UTC)I was going to go to the dream docks.
[It sounds really lame when she admits it like that.]
But I won't if you need me here! I just... I want to be able to protect people and remember others.
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Date: 2016-06-21 10:28 pm (UTC)I - [ airy knows she's going off to remember being tortured. what if it's as bad or worse than -
poker face. ]
It's fine. I mean, I don't want to say I don't need you because that's such a fucking jackass thing to say but I don't. I can handle it. I don't want to hold you back here. I'm fine. You do what you need to.
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Date: 2016-06-21 10:50 pm (UTC)Are you sure? [She looks horribly conflicted. Airy doesn't really know what she wants to do after seeing that video but at the same time she wants to know. Is what she'd been through like that? Will she really be okay? She doesn't know.
But she has hope and she has people here she's coming back too.]
I mean, we'll have a marathon when I get back... with Jefferson too. All of us. [In the weird little family they've created.]
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Date: 2016-06-22 12:44 am (UTC)[ she might not be. but she'll know. and she's not okay now not knowing. ]
Right. Real long marathon. We'll build a fucking fort for it.
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Date: 2016-06-22 02:39 am (UTC)[Airy leans forward and hugs Dave again.]
If you're really really sure Dave. I wanted to know if you could keep Nathan company. I don't think he knows as many people and I don't want to leave him alone either. [That way Dave won't be alone.]
Can you do that?
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Date: 2016-06-22 02:51 am (UTC)You want me to babysit Nathan? I don't know if he likes me enough to have me staring at him.
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Date: 2016-06-22 03:05 am (UTC)He does like you. He doesn't like Jefferson.
[Not that it'd make Dave feel any better.]
I think it'd be good if you guys kept each other company. You can even stay in my room with the bunnies. [Then the bunnies won't be alone.]
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Date: 2016-06-22 04:01 am (UTC)[ this doesn't really make him feel better. but he does know nathan and him are okay with each other. they're cool. they don't hang out a lot but they're bros.
sleeping in airy's room without her there would be weird. ]
It sounds like you're blatantly trying to hook me up with him. What kind of company are you suggesting that you're telling me to actually live in your apartment for a week? We're cool with each other but I don't think I'm ready for Nathan to even know my bathroom schedule.
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Date: 2016-06-22 11:51 am (UTC)[She doesn't actually understand why Nathan doesn't like him but she can tell. Whenever his name comes up this particular look comes across his face.]
I don't mean anything weird... [Airy's cheeks turn red at Dave's description, perhaps a little redder than normal since they were currently cuddling on the couch and having this conversation.]
I just don't want you guys to be on your own. I worry and I will worry even when I'm not here. [She squeezes Dave's shoulders for a second just so he knows that she's telling the truth.] Also, I wanted to tell you something. I know that I'm going to probably remember something awful but... it's okay because I know that you and everyone will be here when I get back. [She smiles at him.] I know that seems random but I wanted to thank you for that. I never thought I'd have people I'd feel so close to again.
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Date: 2016-06-22 12:23 pm (UTC)I know. But I think I'll keep my nights here, if that's cool. [ because he doesn't sleep right as it is and he doubts he will. because he blasts music through his headphones and shuts out this world and try to go back to a cold dark meteor. because nathan has no idea he's as fragile as he is and he doesn't have to know. he's been good while airy is here, Jefferson is in another room. nobody needs his shit.
he's probably not the best person to watch over someone else but he'll try.
she's thanking him for caring and giving her something to care about back. that's so sad. but he knows the feeling. he's had it. the people he'd thank for teaching him what actual love means aren't here. but there's people here have it and put up with him and he cares about so much. kept him from snapping in half, not that they knew. he'd thank them if he knew how to.
he doesn't smile back. just nods, small and not enough to stop hiding on her. ]
I'll be there when you wake up. [ and he will. right there to offer a hand and walk her back, if she wants him to. ]
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Date: 2016-06-23 03:05 am (UTC)[She won't force Dave and she won't be here to make sure he does keep an eye on Nathan. All she can do is hope that they'll both be okay. They'll watch this movie, Airy will stay for a bit after that and then she'll head to the dream docks.]
I'll look forward to it. [Airy smiles at him.] I'll tell you all about it.
[Most of it anyway.]
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Date: 2016-06-27 12:48 am (UTC)[ tell him all about it. ramble on like he would - the good parts, anyway. he wouldn't tell her the bad parts and she shouldn't do it back unless she wants to. he hopes she doesn't change too much.
he goes quiet now, watching the movie. ]
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Date: 2016-06-28 03:06 am (UTC)[ooc: End? Since I have her ‘I’m back’ post going?]