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Airy Miller: Dear phone, this is super lame but I have no where else private to write. ANYWAY, I met two guys today. We'll call them T and N. I know that's stupid but talking to myself via text isn't much better. Airy Miller: Dear phone, this is super lame but I have no where else private to write. ANYWAY, I met two guys today. We'll call them T and N. I know that's stupid but talking to myself via text isn't much better. Airy Miller: I don't know what I'm doing but I'm staying with them... Airy Miller: I don't know what I'm doing but I'm staying with them... Airy Miller: T is nice and he answers all my stupid questions but he's only awake at night. Airy Miller: T is nice and he answers all my stupid questions but he's only awake at night. Airy Miller: N... is really confusing me. It's a shame guys like that don't fall for girls like me. Airy Miller: N... is really confusing me. It's a shame guys like that don't fall for girls like me. Airy Miller: This is stupid I'm going to stop now. More so since T let me on his phone plan so I have the internet again. Airy Miller: This is stupid I'm going to stop now. More so since T let me on his phone plan so I have the internet again. |
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Date: 2016-08-31 04:46 am (UTC)What do you mean Toby's mad at you...and...how do you know Clay isn't?
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Date: 2016-08-31 11:46 am (UTC)[When Nathan asks about Clay Airy begins to chew on her lower lip. She keeps her palms resting lightly on either side of Nathan but her hold is loose. She sort of expects him to pull away from her.]
I asked Clay. He actually gave me advice too...
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Date: 2016-09-02 02:54 pm (UTC)[He doesn't like the idea of her even talking to this Clay, but he's not going to tell her what to do, either. He didn't have to like it, but he didn't have the right to control that. He'd learned that the hard way.]
Gave you advice?
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Date: 2016-09-02 05:08 pm (UTC)[Now it feels like she's been lying to her friends.]
Oh, yeah. He told me that it's obvious that you really like me and that I should talk to you because it's what people do when they care about each other. And the truth is I've been so scared and nervous about talking to you. I know we're dating or something but I don't know what it really is or if it's defined or how to? It feels like a lot more than anything I've done before.
[Her head tilts to the side.] At the same time it's new and I'm getting to know this other side of you and it's confusing. I mean I've always felt close to you.
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Date: 2016-09-04 02:14 pm (UTC)[He licked his lips and looked away at the rest of her explanation.]
I think we're more than dating, Airy. A lot more.
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Date: 2016-09-04 11:09 pm (UTC)[After everything that's happened she isn't sure if that's good or bad. She bites her lower lip, her eyes searching Nathans. She's standing close to him with the door close behind her and wonders if their conversation should move somewhere else.]
Nathan. In your words, what are we?
[She just needs to hear it.]
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Date: 2016-09-07 05:11 pm (UTC)[Now that she's asked, he's not sure she even wants that.]
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Date: 2016-09-07 07:27 pm (UTC)Good. I mean yes. I didn't expect it in the form of a question but yes. I want to be with you and only you. [Forever if she doesn't find another way to ruin things and get upset. She feels like she doesn't have things handled and it's frustrating.]
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Date: 2016-09-09 01:04 pm (UTC)Then I guess we've been on the same page this whole time.
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Date: 2016-09-09 05:35 pm (UTC)Good. There's more I want to talk to you about but maybe a little later? [She just wants to enjoy this moment now. She'll bring up Luther and his father later.]
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Date: 2016-09-13 02:20 pm (UTC)Sure, Airy. We can talk.
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Date: 2016-09-13 04:18 pm (UTC)[She has her head pressed against his shirt and while it isn't completely relevant to the conversation she feels as if it needs to be said. She inhales deeply before wiggling to look up at Nathan.
Airy honestly has to much to say and has no idea where to start.]
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Date: 2016-09-15 04:22 am (UTC)Is that what you wanted to talk about?
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Date: 2016-09-15 11:51 am (UTC)No. I have a lot I want to tell you though. Some of it is silly, like telling you that I want you all to myself. Other bits of it I'm scared you'll get upset...
[She bites her lower lip and looks up at him.]
Like ever mentioning Luther or the other Druid that had been here. That seems to upset you.
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Date: 2016-09-18 05:40 pm (UTC)[He stiffens slightly at the mention of Luther and that other druid, but he reins it in, because she has a point. He knows what he doesn't like about either of them, and he also realizes it's stupid.]
They just make me jealous is all.
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Date: 2016-09-18 07:25 pm (UTC)[Airy looks up at Nathan, her green eyes shining brilliantly in the soft lighting of their apartment.]
But they aren't you... [It isn't like she thinks about others that way or kisses them or anything. She had dated Luther but that's very much in the past, over a year ago now.] I love you.
It's always really been that way. [It's why Luther hates Nathan.] I don't want to make you feel that way which is why I avoided bringing up certain topics. I just want you to be happy.
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Date: 2016-09-20 03:37 pm (UTC)I get that, okay, but...but you know you don't have to do that by...sacrificing you being happy, right?
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Date: 2016-09-20 05:25 pm (UTC)I'm really selfish Nathan.
[She wonders if it's better to be scared to say nothing or to say something and watch Nathan get upset about it. Neither really has outcomes she likes but then there is always the chance that Nathan won't be upset.
You can't be upset all the time.]