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Airy Miller: Dear phone, this is super lame but I have no where else private to write. ANYWAY, I met two guys today. We'll call them T and N. I know that's stupid but talking to myself via text isn't much better.

Airy Miller: I don't know what I'm doing but I'm staying with them...

Airy Miller: T is nice and he answers all my stupid questions but he's only awake at night.

Airy Miller: N... is really confusing me. It's a shame guys like that don't fall for girls like me.

Airy Miller: This is stupid I'm going to stop now. More so since T let me on his phone plan so I have the internet again.

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Matt had been the catalyst but the rush to get better had been because of Cassidy. She knew that, if he lost control, it would hurt him more than it would hurt her and she didn't want him to have to go through that. He had enough painful experiences and she didn't want to add anything with her to that list.

Airy pushed herself up and turned so that she was laying next to Cassidy. She didn't care that they were in the middle of the dungeon floor or that it was still technically a public space, this was important.

"I know that you're going to worry but I want you to trust me Cass." Airy slowly ran her fingers along his hair line as an affectionate smile touched her lips. "I won't let you hurt me. I'll protect you, even from yourself, because I love all of you... even if I don't like all of you sometimes."

Not everyone was perfect and while Cassidy's dark side was more violent than most, it was a part of him. "I get that it's bad and it's definitely scary to think about but you're important to me. I'll keep us both safe for when you can't. You are worth it." Airy was going to drill Cassidy's self worth into his thick skull.

They could take turns protecting each other. He didn't have to take all the guilt and worry.

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Of all the things she said, even if I don't like all of you was the part that brought his smile back.

Love was funny.

And scary. And painful. And she wanted all of it; she wanted to give him all of it, the whole wonderful mess.

It was hard to believe he was worthy of it. To not think that he'd somehow managed to trick her into falling for him, and that any day now she was going to realize how much of a piece of shit he was. It wasn't pure self-loathing: he had more than enough past experience to expect that somewhere down the road.

But this — right now — this was really nice.

"You're amazin'," he said in a quiet voice, watching her with peaceful eyes while she stroked his hair. "Have I said that often enough?"

After everything that they had done today, Airy was feeling confident. She smiled down at Cassidy and pressed a chaste kiss against his lips before pulling back to meet his gaze. "I know."

She gently booped his nose while a fond little smile pulled across her lips. He really was cute, even if he didn't realize it.

"I won't complain if you say it more often." As long as she could tell him how amazing she thought he was and occasionally how stupid she thought he was. Love was funny. Airy didn't think it was something that could be explained but it was there and she didn't think it'd ever leave her alone.

"I think we need a bath, unless you want to keep rolling around on the dungeon floor."

Airy wasn't really opposed to just laying here, it was nice and it'd likely take her a few minutes longer to stand without wobbling.

The nose boop kicked his smile into a fill-on grin. Fucking precious. He lifted a hand to rest against the side of her neck — it was just the easiest way to touch her, at the moment.

"As dungeon floors go, I would call this one fairly hygienic, but. It is cold." Warmer since he'd been lying down on it, but every spot where his skin hadn't touched was still quite cool, and every time he shifted, he felt the cold all over again.

"I'll go and fetch me clothes, and the rest of the whiskey." He leaned up to kiss her one more time before he stood, letting out a small oof on the way up. Standing made him much more aware of how sore and tired he was — so he wasn't going to hurry in his errand. She could take all the time she needed for herself.

"Only you can master being very hot and very cold at the same time." Airy smiled, returned his kiss and slowly rose to her feet. It was a very slow process but she was waiting for Cassidy by the time he returned with his clothes and the whiskey. Airy was mindful that she wasn't wearing underwear, which made her wonder if they should swing by their rooms first to grab some clothes.

"So, bath? I'd offer a massage but I have a feel that it won't work so well with bruises." She didn't know about after care as a rule but after everything they had done, she wanted to pamper Cassidy and make him feel as good as she did.

"Or we can break into the coke under my bed."

He hadn’t dressed, but was holding his clothes in one hand with the bottle in the other. He draped the bottle arm around her shoulders and gave her a small, mischievous smile. Walking through the halls like this, in his skivvies with her on his arm, both of them looking perfectly disheveled — that’d make him feel plenty good for a start.

The choice was a tough one, and it made him let out a hard breath before he decided.

“First one, then the other?” A bath, then the coke, to be specific. “I’ll probably need a fresh boost of energy come evenin’.”

Airy leaned against his side and couldn't help but smile at the picture they must have painted. People could think what they wanted, Cassidy was her boyfriend or whatever label they chose to give it and she liked the idea of being seen like this; even if what they had been doing was very obvious.

"That sounds like we have a plan." A good plan too.

Cassidy will likely notice a boost in Airy's confidence in the coming days. She's always a little unsure and a little self-degrading, it was something they had in common, but the experience had definitely had a good long term effect on her.

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