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Airy Miller: Dear phone, this is super lame but I have no where else private to write. ANYWAY, I met two guys today. We'll call them T and N. I know that's stupid but talking to myself via text isn't much better. Airy Miller: Dear phone, this is super lame but I have no where else private to write. ANYWAY, I met two guys today. We'll call them T and N. I know that's stupid but talking to myself via text isn't much better. Airy Miller: I don't know what I'm doing but I'm staying with them... Airy Miller: I don't know what I'm doing but I'm staying with them... Airy Miller: T is nice and he answers all my stupid questions but he's only awake at night. Airy Miller: T is nice and he answers all my stupid questions but he's only awake at night. Airy Miller: N... is really confusing me. It's a shame guys like that don't fall for girls like me. Airy Miller: N... is really confusing me. It's a shame guys like that don't fall for girls like me. Airy Miller: This is stupid I'm going to stop now. More so since T let me on his phone plan so I have the internet again. Airy Miller: This is stupid I'm going to stop now. More so since T let me on his phone plan so I have the internet again. |
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Date: 2018-10-12 04:24 pm (UTC)You know how she is. [He focuses on the gentle way she's holding his hand. It's a welcome contrast to the memory of his knuckles pressing and grinding against the stones.]
Should be fine in a coupla days. Not really worth goin' out of me way to heal.
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Date: 2018-10-12 05:03 pm (UTC)Ah. Right. Okay.
So um... whiskey. I think I need more of it.
[She doesn't even know if Cassidy had taken a sip yet but Airy takes the bottle and tips it back. She guzzles a little more than she means too before returning the bottle back to Cassidy's hand. Her head is spinning and her stomach is burning from the liquor but its better than the uncomfortable icy feeling from before.]
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Date: 2018-10-12 06:30 pm (UTC)[Based on that reaction, that might be the best course. See, this is why he was concerned about seeing her so soon afterwards.]
Actually — know what, I will do just that, later today. Long as it's clear skies outside.
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Date: 2018-10-12 06:40 pm (UTC)No. It's fine. It's not... someone said something at the party at Hysterum. It's not... [She paused and rose his hand to her lips, gently kissing his knuckles.] It's not what you think Cassidy.
Don't worry about it. Just, stay here with me. I feel better when you're near. It's just me. There is something wrong with me.
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Date: 2018-10-12 07:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-10-12 07:38 pm (UTC)It was this guy I met in that really weird dream thing. Stuff... happened. Like with Orc Sword. It was weird and we met again and I told him about you like we agreed and he teased me a little bit and...
Well, he asked if my boyfriend knew some of the things I liked and... it was awkward. [Airy licks her lips and begins to feel the whiskey warming her limbs and torso. She has no idea why she thought drinking that much had been a good idea.]
Just that... things are.. sometimes they leave bruises. [She gently lifts his hand while trying and say but not say what she was trying to not say.] I shouldn't have said anything about it but it has nothing to do with the mist. It's just me... liking weird stuff.
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Date: 2018-10-12 09:52 pm (UTC)Sometimes things leave bruises. Sometimes they leave black eyes. That can't be what she's talking about.]
Are you sayin' you — you like gettin' marked up? Is that it? [It's not totally surprising. She's alluded to it before, talking about him holding the whip... it's just that in this context, it has him a bit shaken. He's got to remind himself this isn't about him.] Hickeys and all that? That's nothin' strange. Loads of people like it.
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Date: 2018-10-14 07:49 pm (UTC)[She lightly brushes her thumb against the back of his hand as she continues to piece her thoughts together.]
I mean... just a little more than that. Like what we did in the dungeon. I think being tied up is fun or maybe try other things too. I've been introduced to a lot of stuff here and I wanted to do some of it with you.
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Date: 2018-10-14 08:21 pm (UTC)I know. I know ya want that.
[He's had plenty of time to consider why he's being resistant to it, too.]
It's hard for me to think of it as anythin' other than hurtin' ya, but — but that's me own problem to deal with. It don't mean it's bad or weird to want those things. Hell, the bloody Fifty Shades lady proved as much. Look at those books. Bloody top sellers. Suddenly we find out every housewife in the Midwest wants a man with a dungeon.
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Date: 2018-10-14 08:27 pm (UTC)[Airy admits with a slightly awkward smile.]
After everything that I've been through though... It's not strange that I find stuff like that... I don't know, interesting, like... it kind of gets me going thinking about it. [She isn't sure how to explain it.] And I don't know about a dungeon but maybe we start small with just rope and blindfolds or something.
Only if you want.
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Date: 2018-10-15 09:35 pm (UTC)[It's easy to make that sort of bondage playful. Cassidy may not indulge in it much by default, but since she's asked... he can try it out, for her.]
Y'still want that shoulder rub? [He lowers his gaze to her neck, as if he'd be able to see the tension she's carrying three.]
/YES! END
Date: 2018-10-15 09:54 pm (UTC)[Airy presses a light kiss to his forehead, clearly pleased, and turns so that her back is to him. She pulls her hair over her shoulders and waits for Cassidy to drink more before pressing hsi thumbs against Airy's shoulders.]