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Airy Miller: Dear phone, this is super lame but I have no where else private to write. ANYWAY, I met two guys today. We'll call them T and N. I know that's stupid but talking to myself via text isn't much better.
Airy Miller: Dear phone, this is super lame but I have no where else private to write. ANYWAY, I met two guys today. We'll call them T and N. I know that's stupid but talking to myself via text isn't much better.
Airy Miller: I don't know what I'm doing but I'm staying with them...
Airy Miller: I don't know what I'm doing but I'm staying with them...
Airy Miller: T is nice and he answers all my stupid questions but he's only awake at night.
Airy Miller: T is nice and he answers all my stupid questions but he's only awake at night.
Airy Miller: N... is really confusing me. It's a shame guys like that don't fall for girls like me.
Airy Miller: N... is really confusing me. It's a shame guys like that don't fall for girls like me.
Airy Miller: This is stupid I'm going to stop now. More so since T let me on his phone plan so I have the internet again.
Airy Miller: This is stupid I'm going to stop now. More so since T let me on his phone plan so I have the internet again.
 

Date: 2018-11-24 04:05 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[He gives a tiny, here we go nod.]

Ready?

[He unfolds his legs and leans forward until he's on his knees in front of her. His eyes lower to the hem of her tank top just before his fingers hook under it to pull the garment off over her head and toss it to the side. Cassidy slides a hand up between Airy's breasts, up the side of her neck... then closes around it.

With a twist of his shoulder, he uses that grip to shove her down onto her back. His other hand grabs for one of her wrists, aiming to pin it to the mattress above her head.
]

Y'like gettin' bruised up — right?

[The hand at her neck loosens to trail down toward her chest again. The one on her wrist stays, squeezing tight.]

Date: 2018-11-25 09:00 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[Bones can take a lot of pressure before they break, and she has the mattress to cushion her. Cassidy isn’t shy about pressing down hard to keep her arm pinned.

Cassidy finds himself snuffling at her neck. There’s a pain in his gums that he knows means his canine teeth are pushing downward, totally exposing their sharpened points. But — he doesn’t want to pierce her skin. The sadism that’s driving him now isn’t strong enough to override self-preservation.

He still wants to bite, though. He catches some skin between his very front teeth and pulls it sharply a few times, waiting for a gasp, or a yelp if he can get one.
]

I’m not gonna break your skin. [Really, he’d been afraid that he might try once he’d let himself loose. He would say what he is, in fact, going to do, but the words stick in his throat. He’d rather just do it.

He lifts himself off her, slides a hand under her hip. The pressure on her wrist will vanish when he flips her over, and both sets of fingers will yank her sweatpants down far enough to expose her ass. And then one hand will smack down onto her flesh, hard.

Then he’ll bring his hand down again. And again.
]
Edited Date: 2018-11-25 09:00 pm (UTC)

Date: 2018-11-26 02:56 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[The other thing that’s stopping him is the knowledge that if he bites her, this is over. As soon as he gets her blood on his lips, there’s going to be pain and anguish of a few different kinds. So, though he might really want to... when he lowers himself and drags his teeth against the reddened flesh, he’s careful.]

...well, I’m not gonna just yet. [He scrapes at her skin one more time, then rises up on his knees and starts on the other cheek. Smack. Smack. Every hit is like a stroke on his cock, which is already tenting the front of his sweatpants.]

Y’know... I could slap ya in the mouth. So hard your lip would split open.

[He could. She might like it. He went through a brief period of wanting to get beaten up before sex, didn’t he? She enjoyed the way Widowmaker had treated her on some level, too.

If she doesn’t want it — she’ll stop him. For now, he’s not done with her ass.

Smack.
]
Edited Date: 2018-11-26 02:56 pm (UTC)

Date: 2018-11-26 05:29 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[He feels the question, and the cry that comes after it when he strikes her again, like a hit of something powerful. A rush of pure euphoria that snakes along his spine to create a fog around his brain and a fresh ache in his groin.]

Oh — [It feels like he's seconds away from coming inside his pants. His hand squeezes the spot it just hit.] Fuck me. God fuckin' help me, I do.

[Not right now. Not when he feels like he's about to burst. The hand on her ass moves to her shoulder and presses down: not aiming to hurt, this time, but still not caring whether she's comfortable.]

Stay down.

[His other hand is fumbling with the waist of his sweatpants, tugging them down far enough to pull out his cock and start pumping it, his breaths getting deeper and heavier while he beats himself off over her. It doesn't take much longer than half a minute — but thirty seconds may seem like a long time for silence that's only broken by Cassidy's breathing, the occasional moan, and the fleshy sound of his hand on his cock. Eventually, Airy will feel his semen spurting onto her lower back, while some of it drips onto the abused skin of her behind.]

Date: 2018-11-26 06:43 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[Cassidy knows it isn't the end the second he's finished. He can still feel the drive toward violence gnawing at his brain stem. This is only going to be a break in the action.

There's a moment of shifting while he takes his pants the rest of the way off and drops them on the floor, then does the same with hers. He settles his hips between her legs, his limp dick between her cheeks, and rubs it back and forth a few times — just feeling her. Her skin is hot where he hit it. He can tell she's getting wet by the sense of moisture against his balls.

She wants it.

His fangs have retreated back for the moment. Cassidy leans down and lands a hard, flat bite against the flesh behind her shoulder. The fingers of one hand fist into her hair and pull with an insistent pressure. He can feel new stirrings of arousal already, even if his cock isn't quite responding yet.
]

Does it hurt? [His other hand is massaging and cupping one side of her ass.]

Date: 2018-11-26 10:39 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[Cassidy thinks the word good, but the only sound he makes is a short, low growl. This close to her neck, he can see the pulsing of her jugular vein under the skin. He can feel the heat radiating off of her. He likes this: pinning her, holding her in place. Arranged like this, she's his plaything.

He wants to play more, before they move onward.

The hand on her behind slides upwards and around the front, until his fingers reach the underside of a breast. He takes a piece of skin between his thumb and forefinger and pulls and twists. He'll be aiming to leave little fingerpad-sized bruises all over one side of her chest.
]

Don't be afraid t'make a sound. [He murmurs it against her back, his breath falling gently against her skin in contrast to everything else.] You know I love the sound of your voice.

Date: 2018-11-27 03:05 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[When she calls out his name, he finally moves his fingers to her nipple and gives it a hard pinch, at the same time pulling back harshly on her hair. That cry of mingled pleasure, need, and pain is a beautiful sound.

With a sudden scrambling of hands, he flips her over onto her back and reaches for her wrists — both of them, this time — to pin them down on either side of her head, his body pressed between her legs to keep her in place. He takes a look down at what he’s done to that one side of her chest, the bright red spots already going purple in some places.

That was good. Hitting’s better.

Cassidy shifts back and up onto his knees and pulls her along with him by her wrists, only letting go of one of them once she’s on her own knees. He only lets go of the other one the instant his palm connects, in a sharp downward angle, with the side of her face.
]

Date: 2018-11-27 06:50 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[If she's quick enough, she'll have her shields back up in time for his hand come down again. This time, smacking her hard enough that the shock of pain might send her falling onto the mattress. It's the sort of hit that could leave a black eye, if it breaks the right blood vessel.

Whether she falls or not, Cassidy wrestles her up again to face him — holding her up by a hand clenched around her upper arm, if necessary.

Once again, he finds himself examining his work. His expression is fogged over with lust: lips slightly parted, pupils so wide it's almost like he's high. He takes her chin in his hand, and wipes his thumb across the drip of blood from her mouth. Wet heat against trembling lips.

A very small voice, his last bit of rationality, pipes up with an observation: Well, that's it. She won't wanna live with you now. Or maybe she will. Cassidy finds in the moment that he doesn't care either way. What's done is done. Better that she see this part of him. Even if it is inspired by some fairy fuckery, even if he's not used to it being a turn-on... it's still him.

He's gone hard again, his erection jutting out into the air. Cassidy sits back on his heels and puts his hands to Airy's hips, lifting her with a certain amount of care relative to how he's been treating her so far... though that could have more to do with making sure she's positioned just right to sink down onto him. Once she's in place, he'll tense his hips upward and pull her down, starting a pulsing rhythm as soon as he's buried in her completely.

He keeps watching her face. Eyes lowered to her lips while he teases both of them with the idea of a kiss, knowing how much danger there is in making that connection now.
]

Date: 2018-11-27 09:31 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[The fact that she's been reduced to moans and whines, the slickness of her sex, that flick of her tongue over her lip, tasting her own blood... fuck, that's hot.

He can feel her having trouble staying upright. His hands move from her hips to her hair, tangling deep enough to hold her, but almost cradling the back of her head while he pumps his hips up against her again and again.

It's not quite enough, not quite the right angle. Without breaking their connection, Cassidy leans forward and lands Airy's back on the bed. His fingers press into the flesh of her thighs and flex them upward toward her shoulders. Then he starts to thrust again, fast and deep, as little growls sneak their way into his exhales.

Her neck is unmarked, except for the old scars that should remind him even trying to bite her is a very bad idea. But the urge is so strong to claim her in any way he can. Thinking about piercing her skin, the heightened intimacy of having a part of her inside of him, almost sends him over the edge.

Trust her. Do it. Just this once, do it. She said she'll stop you.

A hiss drags its way up his throat. As his climax starts to hit, he opens his mouth and presses forward — pressing her thighs farther upward and lunging down toward her neck.
]

Date: 2018-11-28 12:13 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[The fact that she can say that now... Cassidy lets out a sound somewhere between a moan and a sob, even while he’s still straining forward in the throes of his orgasm. Pulsing inside her while his teeth prick at her skin.

It feels heavenly. And then it’s over. Cassidy finds himself buried deep inside her, hands on her thighs and teeth at her neck, and he finds he doesn’t want any more of this.

He half-collapses, half-rolls off of her and onto his back. There are tiny spots of blood on the very tips of his teeth. He can tell because he can feel something radiating off them, like heat. Like the burn of a super-hot pepper that’s also gone rancid. Cassidy shuts his eyes, carefully closes his teeth, and wipes what he can off with his fingers. He lets out a sigh. Contented. Sated. Conflicted.
]

I love you, too. [He flutters his eyes open, and looks almost in her direction without looking directly at her. He doesn’t want to look just yet.]

Date: 2018-11-28 05:59 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[It feels like he's coming down from an out-of-body experience. Like he was watching the last several minutes from somewhere else, and is just now back inside his own head. It's the same way he felt all those months ago, looking down at the blood pooling under He Ming's head. He recalls that feeling settling into a hyperfocused calm, a crystal-clear knowledge of what he needed to do: call Matthew, ditch his clothes, get the body somewhere else. He isn't finding a similar sort of clarity here.

Then she takes his hand. It's tender and supportive, and enough to get him to lift his eyes to her face.

He sees pain — hard not to, when there's blood across her mouth and a red spot on her cheek. What he doesn't see is fear or anguish. The knot of anxiety in his chest loosens.
]

Look what I've done. [He might suggest going a step further than ice and paying a visit to the healer — for now, going anywhere is the furthest thing from his mind. He lets out a heavy exhale.]

It's over... least I think it is. [His thumb strokes the outside of her hand. He isn't sure what he can or should do now, what she needs. Did she actually enjoy it? Are there parts that distressed her more than she expected?] Are you good?

Date: 2018-11-29 02:44 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[Cassidy blinks and frowns his way out of his expression, dispelling whatever it was she saw in it she didn’t like. Too sad? Regretful? He hadn’t been fully aware of what his face wasn’t doing.]

I’m — I’m just checkin’ to see if there’s anythin’ you need, right now.

[He realizes he’s been speaking quietly without meaning to. This situation feels... delicate.]
Edited Date: 2018-11-29 02:44 am (UTC)

Date: 2018-11-29 05:58 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] riotousjunkie
[Cassidy doesn't know too much about it himself. He knows it's a thing people do, even been in present in places where it was being done, but doesn't have any practical experience with it. He also knows he can't just leave her alone after something like that — unless that's what she wants. This is the first time he's left a lover bleeding and not had it end in tears or near-death. So it's whatever she wants. Whatever she needs.

Holding her for a while. He can do that. Cassidy nods and raises up his opposite arm in an open gesture, inviting her to roll over and rest on his chest. At the same time, he angles his shoulders so that if she rolls in the opposite direction, he can scoot over and spoon her.
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